You v you
What do you do when it is you against yourself? Do you ache? Do you fall into a rage with yourself? Do you forgive yourself out of self-love and self-pity? Do you revert and play the blame game? Do you wish it was just a dream like all those nightmares you prayed so hard would turn out to be just that - dreams - and then you feel so grateful, so very thankful that it didn't happen for real. But what if you found out that it was not a nightmare? It happened for real, and you caused it, it all happened so fast, you just did not think of what would be, or what could have followed and you went ahead and did something you thought was trivial. Now all you would end up with is a big cloud of anger, despair, conflicting thoughts - a scattered mind - so hard to save.
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I may be wrong, but I'm sensing some hostility towards you. From you.
P.S. Thank you for finally updating your blog. I was getting a little bored of reading your older posts repeatedly. ;-)
I was angry with myself for something but I've worked (or at least, working) on it. :)
I think it would be safe to say you won't have to read my old posts again? But I've been meaning to ask you, why is it that I cannot follow you? Have you disabled the feature?
Have fun in Leeds! :D
u should stop, drop everything and take a short break..
u have too many commitments and responsibilities for ur age. =)
btw; what made u to update ur blog after many months?
from; u know who..
I needed to channel my thoughts. :)
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